Feeling raped

Today, I had to visit the doctor recommended by the Social Security. I am not sure how one 15 minute break would give him the qualification to determine my eligibility of disability, but I left his office, feeling as I had been raped. No he did not touch me, just the 'feeling' of helplessness. Called my own Social Worker, because I am having such a hard time getting through to the X ray department for the Xray of my heart and carotid arteries, only to find out the PCP I thought I got rid of back a few months ago, she is still my PCP, just been letting her interns see me, after speaking with the nurse in the Pain Clinic was told that she "the quack doc" was notified back in May, so here I sit in all this pain all this time, called also to patient affairs to find out why she is still my PCP and NO response from them. I am really trying NOT to go to the hospital to handle this............................. Another Fibro day from hell, migraine, stress, back aching, foot rash and needing to be removed!!!, Neck and shoulders in spazms, it can't get no worse, or can it.